Sunday, September 21, 2008

Community Organizer

The following is an article I wrote after my first attempt at being a "community organizer". In my effort to be truly human, I recognize my need for a neighborhood - a community that surrounds me, watches me, includes me, is nosy about my business, and let's me in on their needs as well. Yesterday, I felt as though my need was met in such a tangible way.
Thank you East Ross Street!

It’s 8:30pm and I can still hear the giggles and shouts of the children taking advantage of a blocked off city street. Today was “block party” day here on East Ross. According to the long-time residents of this block, this was a first for here.
One grandmother said, “We didn’t have to plan such events back then because we were always out – walking up and down the street, sharing porches and sharing life.”

Maybe some of us longed for the “way it use to be,” so 2 months ago we got together and decided to see if we could make it happen. Oldtimers, newcomers, the curious, and the politely dutiful, all sat through meetings hammering out details. None of us had really ever done a block party before so there were no specialists among us. The Mayors Office of Special Events was contacted and graciously gave us permission to hold our event from 4 – 9:00 pm on September 20. Flyers were passed out and the neighborhood started buzzing.
It was a good buzz.

The excitement was tangible.

This afternoon at 4 o’clock, I sat back and watched doors open and residents from my street begin to, one by one, bring rice and beans, grilled hotdogs, pasta salad, banana pudding, and apple pie to the community table. Even a soft serve ice cream machine made an appearance. Gleeful little ones raced up and down the yellow line in the middle of the street, just because they could. All of the older ones became the parents, grandparents, uncles, and aunts to every ones’ children. Young and old danced together under the late summer sun, to the DJ’s songs. As if by magic, butterfly’s appeared on the cheeks of little girls and stars on little boys. The line for the face painter was long and patient.

There was limbo, water balloons, dodge ball, and as darkness fell, a sheet was hung between two trees for a movie before bedtime.

As I watched popcorn in Ziploc bags being passed down the rows of gathered movie watchers, I felt good. Perhaps just then I was experiencing a connection with days gone by on East Ross. I also raised my Popcorn bag in hope, as a toast to a more connected and community oriented future.

Monday, September 15, 2008

Breathe ...

I've decided it's time for me to come out and declare my humanness - my need to breathe, and to do so deeply.

About 2 years ago I started a new job and discovered about 6 months into it that I had stopped taking breaths, at least in the proper sense. I was only shallowly taking in small bits of outside air, as though I could survive without it. I began to understand that perhaps, in the metaphoric sense, this is how I exist.

Maybe I think I don't need help to do this thing called life?
Maybe I'm super-human and can do it all alone?

By breathing in and out, I am acknowledging my utter need for help - even Divine help.

My friend Andi once spent a week in a Benedictine monastary and he told me he was given breathing lessons. He said that it was wildly intoxicating to realize that such a divine thing like the breathe of God was entrusted to - and blown into us, as humans. We should care deeply for such gift.

So I am on a journey. I'm learning that maybe to be able to breathe more of God, He would like me to be more vulnerable, to inhale and exhale, and to just be human.

This blog is about learning to breathe.